visiting agent stone is always a interesting, i always feel like she kinda gets me, although there's a healthy dose of questioning about my side of the conversation. i play with kia who once again cooks me a meal, he has the spirit of a chef and when he stirs that pot it's with such intensity i know that's where he is going, mini master chef.
agent stone and i talk about men, she is angry with them and i see her point. we talk about a mutual friend who is on ice, i share my idea of plant spirits and energy fields, agent stone gets this, even though she is a nurse she agrees, the multi dimensional aspects of these things are much larger than we can measure traditionally.
we talk about the strange conversation i had with debbie, stone suspects some ulterior motive but i didn't get that.
i just got mum wanting reassurance that her son was okay and that he would be okay. i got the need to close some wound that she had let fester and rot, it was eating her up. i got the impression that her mothers imminent death was hurting her deeply and she knows i am a safe place.
i drink three cups of tea. i play with kia who is really cute. i head home through the park.
i watch q and a, a show i like although it frustrates me in it's lack of vision sometimes and diverse guests recently. tonights show is amazing, every single panel member except the stupid labour supporter the biographer of julia gillard supports the positivity of the situation that exists now in australian politics. i was really impressed with kevin rudd's daughter who was gracious and beautiful.
i'm about to go have a bath in my magick oils and contemplate navels when two old friends abduct me and take me for dinner in an exclusive restaurant in surrey hills, i walk into a crowd of people who shower me with rose petals, it's something that happens quite often believe it or not, it feels like i am revisiting an ancient incarnation, the restaurant is moroccan, it's very lush. service is mind blowingly good for australia and when the food comes it's brilliant, just the best. my friends care about me deeply, i know this, they love me and i them, we talk a lot about our current lives, it's far removed from the old days when i was in that inner city scene doing my inner city stuff, it's quite strange we have all moved forwards discovering new passions. it's good to see these people again and at least have some connection to that time, they are mutual friends of meredith so i get some weird feedback about her, she is in newcastle living with her man, apparently all good and not as sick as when i knew her. i'm glad, i extend the tentacle of friendship love and harmony hoping that whenever gets back to meredith will be healing for her as it is for me, that was the strangest relationship i have had and i want closure on it for both of us.
anyways it's a good evening.
i return home late, smoke a cheeky one and sit under the stars wondering how many roads are left to wander down, it's been a strange old life, but im ready for the future.