blasting 'on sunset' the album of 2020 at mission control i am really enjoying the 'plain bad heroine' book, which is grungy and sexy yet quite gothic. it's like emily bronte for punks, fucking great writing.

these days are melting away all negative energy, i bask in sun, lay on my new chaise, smoke a joint and catch up on sleep. my dreams are very vivid, rich and filled with adventures, people faces, exotic landscapes, rich colours and environments. there's an optimism in the air, i can feel it in my blood. i go for early morning surfs, drink coffee at dawn, complete my cleaning and things shift and morph as i clear out mental junk. 

this morning the sun beat down upon my shoulders, it felt like my skin was heating up, absorbing it's energy in photosynthesis like procedures, light eating. i watched the energy dancing upon the water, waves came in, washed at my feet, kissing and blessing me. it feels good to be alive. 

i have a few days to myself, it's rare but i am grateful to be able to spend some time at home. i don't have a big plan just need to tidy up and catch up on sleep, the last few months have left me exhausted.  i am in the middle of a good read, the novel 'plain bad heroines' which is  an excellent story built upon the gothic elements i love plus exceptional characters in a contemporary environment, although the book is somewhat a palimpsest. 

tomorrow i get stuck into the jungle outside my door but today i will finish my lounge room, and start on the kitchen. it's becoming somewhat ridiculous. 

the new bathroom is wonderful, i'm enjoying my float sessions, sleeping so much better after them and really loving the ambience of home. 

i have no plan, everything is in a nice space of flow. a friend lent me a dvd to watch, it's called midsommer and if it's anything like ari's last movie it's going to freak me out so i may watch that one with a friend. 

i have a few k's of almond meal to use for something so i'm going to bake something later, not sure what, but i may go for something savoury and one thing i have perfected in the kitchen is nachos, wow, i make the best vegetarian nachos ever! that is a fact.

    

almost finished the book, 'william burroughs and the cult off rock and roll,' which is better than i thought it would be, the writer has done his research and knows his subject, there's a little new information in there for me to enjoy and a lot of stuff i had forgotten about, particularly the patti smith stuff and jerry garcia bits, i had no ideas jerry was a smack fiend. excellent look at the way william burroughs effected the musicians of the 20th century, from rock to rap.