there's something very satisfying about spending time with people who just get me, gravey gets me, there's no bullshit between us he just sees me with the eye of his heart, i'm grateful that there are a small amount of people in my life that get me. not many and the ones that get me are singularities themselves. all my friends are singularities. it's why i don't have many.
steve kilbey you and i don't even know one another yet but we know one another better than people that i have spent years along side with, i don't know how it works man. you watched me transcend human experience, you watched me hack the universe and as my mind, body and soul was torn apart and reintegrated you saw me reborn outside when i lost my mind and found myself, that's gotta count for something somewhere in space time, on some dimensional level we already met, you and i connected by nothing more than music reaching across into my heart when i was a kid and meaning something more than just a pop song. your songs are indeed spells my friend. potent and imaginative, maybe we just speak the same language.
evan your a singularity to, in fact you and i are the only ones that know the truth, 857, we have the ability to see through the space time line and speculate the outcome for humanity, it's fantastic that i have some one to share this with, it's amazing how in the face of it all we manage to keep a sense of imagination and humour. we know what's going to happen to you all. it's an alister reynolds ending for humanity.
bring on the inhibitors.
evan it was a good call last night, dinner in that excellent sushi place, dessert in the place it all started. wow those were strange times, but then they have always been strange times for me. you're amazing, i don't know what i would do without you around. it would be like being in an insane asylum i guess without my friends to keep me tethered in this strange zoo of society we inhabit.
i found an old slip of paper a girl once gave me, it said, 'captain mission, your survival depends on the strength received from the darkness.'
i don't even recall why she gave it to me, i think we had just gone through some big drama, at the time i dismissed it as the writings of a romantic goth girl, but now i see she got me.
yeah i think my happiness is enhanced when people get me, i can honestly say that it's a handful. but that's okay cos they love me and know me. what more is there in life's strange tapestry, there's war, death, drama and then there's love.
love is the deep fix people. it's what i make music for, what i write for, why i live. i go into dark places, sometimes i stay there a while but ultimately i find my strength, i'm resilient.



i have been listening to margo smith, she's very good people and another singularity i love, go discover her.