so very tired and to be honest i think i'm exhausted from everything, exhausted and somewhat dazed and confused. it's been massive and i'm not sure if i understood how massive it has been for you as well.
i'm only involved with one person, you are with two. that's huge really, especially if he is anything like me. i can understand how you must feel, frustrated and in need of peace. i'm really sorry for my contribution to that. i feel like i should have known better, after all you told me enough times, i just didn't understand how it must have been from your perspective. 'taken out by love' what a way to go!
i'm not going to take you out. well, i will take you out but lets do it so it works for you.