all happening so fast, so very strange as the moment changes from one of joy to sadness as i am confronted with a friend in the midst of a suicide of an ex partner. another one checking out far to early, and she is distraught. i need to go be with her, forgive me this tangent. tragic circumstances, and while i am on top of it all maybe i can offer some support, i just hope she's not drinking as she is a drinker of whiskey and i can't deal with drunk girls anymore. 
anyway's onwards...