(whom ever posted the comment i am very sorry for deleting it, i pressed the wrong button, thanks your the comment any way)

yoda speaks, i go how i go, forwards backwards, sideways, several directions at once, simultaneously, here and now, now and then, my saturn return is proving challenging, i'm not sure if they are being dealt with well or not but i'm exhausted from the ghosts one after another, some i deal with well some i don't, there's completed business and unfinished business, i guess unfinished business will rear it's head next time, i'll deal with it then. in the meantime:

lilly i know you are in trouble, i couldn't believe what happened and it really upset me. i hope you sue the bastards, i'm no expert but you have a sound case. we go back a long time and you always have a place at mission control. you know i love you, and we share a rich history.

sue- congratulations welcome to my world, it's richer now you see what i see.

soft girl - wow i'm grateful for the revisit, i must have loved you so much to have hated you, i don't know what happened to us back then although i am getting some revealing flashbacks, it's sad and i feel such an incredible sense of loss to think we never really made it, especially when i looked so happy with you in those pictures. i do love you very much and whatever happened it was probably all my fault being a heavy soul and difficult to communicate with, go easy on yourself, you really are beautiful when your naturally intoxicated.

hp - fucking hell. what can i say that i have not said.

evan and leanne - i love you both. evan you just are the bees knees, i don't respect many people at all, but you i revere.

pansy- mans best friend.

the deep fix - all these years i thought i was the only freak on the block, now i have a freakazoid trans dimensional pop band. snuffs gonna be amazing.

meredith - thanks so much for the reset, i needed it. your an angel.

terry and jean - i will be in touch soon with music

jake- i love you man, sorry i'm a freakazoid dad, i wish i could have been slightly normal for you but it all works out in the long run, remember my words, find out who you are and be true to yourself.

my dealers - thanks people

the goddess - i love ypu, you really did save me

the god - your a fucking cool cat, i always knew you had a sense of humour.


okay that's my saturn return list, the cycle is over, time for outwards manifestations, the inner landscape is fertile and ready to sprout yields of ripe fruit, the cupeth spilleth over and there is only really now.