i dunno, i woke with a massive head throb, some one had smashed me over the head with a hammer and repeated the blows several times, i couldn't work out why. i really wanted to be on top form in case miss cupcake came over, which she did but she had a similar head throb as well. i showed her some art work and we talked about music and drunk tea but i was empty, my head just spinning in delirium, and i was left looking at the clouds when she drove off.
but what is going on, i get all excited around her, i want her to be happy healthy and look after those feet and i feel this incredible love towards her, but what does it mean?

it means you never really stop loving some one.