mission control, on one sofa you get the full impact of the dvd sound system, on the other you get a really good mix from the stereo. equality in technology. everyone loves everyone. that's the deal at mission control. yep we play cake bush and finish the last piece of lumberjack kate. all the day seems to quiet in this moment, thankfully.
yeah there's a candle burning and some incense i've lit to the goddess.

last days of the year, what was this year all about? for me it was like a massive loop had closed around itself, full circle, completion. i did it, hacked the cosmos but the cosmos also hacked me. i understand this now, it's the magickians bargain. you can't just hack the universe and expect it to act as if it has no intelligence.
yes i have been well and truly hacked, infiltrated and penetrated by the universe in all it's strange wonder, pouring in through my aura, into the depths of every blood corpuscle and atom. she and i dissolved and sometimes we are the same, when my ego is absent, it's a thin veil between us, lifted when my ego has gone walk about.
and on the last night of the year comes the last stage of my loop.
the clusterfuck.

ariel by kate bush is one of my top ten cds of all time, it really is perfection. there's so much beauty in this music, so much care and tenderness, it's an english cd that is certain, but it's expanse is magnificent, stretching across nature and numbers, the etheric and the material.
it really is quite the perfect piece of music. her voice takes you there.