strange dream, i am in avalon the place i have lived in for 22 years and suddenly i discover a new part of town, a shopping district with restaurants, cafe's funky shops and hordes of people, it's very glamourous and has an east village feel to it. i wander through the crowds, it's afternoon and the place is packed, i'm amazed at this place, why haven't i seen it before, where did it come from, how did i stumble upon it, i try to recall but it escapees me. i am worried about the fact i may not be able to return here, i want so much to share this place but i know it's a strange otherworld, like narnia. everyone looks friendly and youthful, the girls all look very attractive, they smile at me, i feel like i belong here but my fear is that i will awake and like all fears, i attract it. i wake up.