like a saga, a lost and ancient mythology olde captain mission on his voyage to the white light has to negotiate many strange challenges, in many strange and wondrous forms. he loves their nature, he see's them for what they are, he looks for the patterns in the constellations, the eyes of the tiger, the face of the hydra, the fall of the cards, the patterns shift and change the elements swirl and whirl, it's all cosmic voodoo, all one great long journey towards the ultimate goal, he has endured, he has lost, he has fought and loved, he has ridden the beasts, tamed the wild, wilded the tame, he learnt how to be strong, he lost his skin like a lizard king, he lost his ego like a snake shedding and lost his loss to gain, yes olde captain mission knows the game, he knows the inner most sanctum of fear, he knows he is born and born again he knows this because he has died and died again and again and as YOU must know all death is metaphorical.
and now captain mission journeys again, with and amongst the goddess, the women she sends, the wounds he mends, the healing arts, the healing starts, the loving.
everything full circle, all mistakes come back, all events will invert themselves and all seeds sown grow, this is the nature of the universe, this is the mythological incarnate, this is the fundamental truth from which there is no escape.
no matter what you run from, no matter what your experience, no matter what you choose, no matter what you believe, no matter what you think, no matter what you do, ultimately everything comes down to two fundamental energies, love or fear.
i know this. i have always known this yet i have also known fear. no more do i fear. i'm a dead man. just like the movie, i understand that movie so well, it's the best film i have ever seen, it should have been me in that film but johnny depp looks better, either way, that film is me, this lifetime, the last one.
i understood imagination, the creative process, devotion, a visionary ahead of his time, timeless, songs of innocence and experience. william blake and captain mission and know body, nobody. no body.