jarra is in town, big news in ayahuscia circles, he's hp's fave shaman and when i meet him i know why. strangely he looks identical to steve kilbey, plus he is english not peruvian, he takes about 30 people on the journey tonight, i'm sandwiched in the vicinity of two lovely sisters, both yoga teachers, one of whom is really brilliant and loves to read as i find out later. the other is beautiful as well but slightly cautious around me i feel. however they are both friendly and approachable, and they had a good laugh whle in ceremony which i think is healthy. even i chuckle away to myself at the general interaction i have with the plant, we have very funny dialogues.
the aya comes on strong but subtle, reaching it's tendrils out across the large space white magick starts plucking the damaged areas from my energetic body, off course obvious emotional entanglements are worked upon, aya gives me a subtle education in unconditional love. it's a bitter fucking pill though.
i'm acutely aware of the room dynamic, who needs attention, where the pockets of negative energy collects, when people are purging i'm astute in cleaning up the energy and dispelling and banishing nasty spirits.
i send out healing s to various people, i get up stretch my legs. the whole evening is indoors, it's a relief when i get outside and see the stars with the nice yoga girl, we chat for a while, she's amazing, i'm dumbfounded. she's like the manifestation of the perfect girl for me. and then she tells me she's working on manifesting the perfect partner cds, so we agree to trade cds.
i'm thinking i may ask this lady out for tea one day, i dunno, she may be married or something, or she probably has a byronic bay boyfriend.
we talk about the mayan calendar and the stars, about books, i tell her about my home being covered in books. she really looks good under the stars, and i think she likes the occasional spiff.anyway i am jumping ahead of myself after a night of shamanic psychedelics anythings possible.
as usual i sneak out around 5am and go play with pan, i'll return to the venue for a debrief in a few hours and to get the sexy yoga teachers phone number. although i'll probably just get laughed at or slapped or both seeing as though her sister is there.