if i were to turn myself inside out which i tend to do once a month there lays the water tiger. i usually prowl the beaches with pan walking out to the water path cast by the moons light, we take our power from this, a good medicine, a strong medicine.
the tiger manifests under certain circumstances, usually when captain mission needs a friend, some extra strength or courage, in the face of fear, in the face of love or when it feels it needs to remind captain mission who he is.
i have many allies, many animal guides, many totems, but tiger is my nature. it is my power. i wrote earlier about my tiger dream and what it meant to me, still ever clear in memory although the experience occurred 16 years ago. there are some dreams that are not just dreams.
i've worked hard over those years, actually for the last 25 years, perfected my inner landscape and alchemised the process towards something true, it's the battle within and i am aware there is a long way to go.
it's a journey worth taking, lifetimes and lifetimes i've covered this ground, getting closer and closer, from atlantis to sydney, from the stars to the sun, from the outer reaches of the universe to the inner recesses of my spirit and soul, they are the same.
i draw the card today, i draw it now.
i know.



the ace of discs.
success that is experienced internally and externally, internally represented by four angel wings of conciousness, emotional, mental, spiritual, physical, externally represented by coins and crystals. the card represents manifestation externally and internally.
this symbol is the highest manifestation of cards, it is the capacity to manifest or produce what you want internally and externally.
sometimes this takes a year although i think i have attained this now as the opening part of this entry confirms this.