man i am so inept sometimes, inarticulate for some one who likes words and writes relatively well, i can't use them to speak with. i should be allowed the chance to just go away and write my responses and ideas down then present them without using to many vocal communicative techniques. that would make things simple but no, old captain mission jumps through the hoops, he bounces over hurdles and obstacle courses that he puts there himself due to the fact he is a little deficit in some areas.