dreaded xmas is upon us, it's everywhere now, that day of festive cheer and consumerism, where forced happiness is inflicted upon the lonely, the broken, the beaten and me. i hate xmas, it's a horrible time of year unless you have kids or are surrounded by loving family. i usually go surfing or devote my day to a good cause but this year i feel like a lost cause myself so i think i'll hide away.
i get invites from people but i always feel so intrusive, the token orphan although i did get an invitation form a kid i may take up, she's the new woman n my life and i really think she's very cool. i'm gonna take her to the aquarium soon. i can't wait. maybe if that goes well i'll pop in for xmas dinner at her place. maybe i can sit next to her mum. that would be an xmas present that would make me happy.
anyway's i'm having a day of resting now, my eyes are sleepy because i was up late playing 'angry birds' on my iphone, a great game, and this morning at 6am i was doing a paper round with a client through one of the most amazing streets in sydney, burns road, waitara, where the trees meet and form a canopy, and the houses are all big and beautiful, it really looks great at dawn and dusk.
anyways i'm feeling sleepy zzzz