your an amazing man, inspirational, you worked so hard, blood sweat and tears, you never sold your soul for profit or greed, you were a beacon in the darkness to us all, your wisdom has accumulated over lifetimes, your experience is immense and still you have the gift of laughter and here you are faced with the impossible situation, the weight is heavy on your shoulders, the burden of responsibility bears down like a new gravity, you feel betrayed and yet you also feel as though you betrayed, yet we are not the keepers of these books, that's for a higher law to determine.
every karmic debt you ever accumulated is staring you in the face and leering at you from it's endless vampyric feeding, sucking up your spirit, your watching evil destroy all you ever believed in, guilt and personal responsibility are the nails that hammer hard into your cross and the remains of love is the crown of thorns. despite your talent and ability, you are only a man. you have your limits but you have your friends and they love you enough to make sure you never have to face these things alone.
here is where your enemies, the evil spirit will fail, yeah you will take a hit, it's a battle scar, no one gets out without a wound or two, but your enemy is only a pathetic weak force and it can never tolerate a strong force like love. it needs you to fear it, it feeds on fear, the less fear you have of it the less energy it has to defeat you with, it will only reflect your own fear, and it has no power over the love that we have for you. this is the shield that will protect you, our love. you will have your sword akin to elrics sword stormbringer, only it is the sword of truth that will defeat evil and this sword we will call killer and when you need to you will strike the killing blow into this spirit and free everyone from it's intention. everyone.
this is your time, these are your days.

and from this moment the exact opposite of the cluster fuck will be born, the big bang reversed. everything falls into place, everything comes good, truth beauty and liberation reign and love liberates from the personal apocalypse, pain is healed, sickness leads to health and sadness to happiness and emancipation to freedom, the culled trees will grow again, the prisoner will eventually know freedom, the sick will return to health, life will be un suffering. everyone will move from the pain of experience towards the joys of innocence. discord will become harmony and war will become peace. and the killer will be the life bringer.