well destiny didn't show up, she always stands me up so therefore it became predictable but it was a good night, soft and gentle for a change, the type of night that saved old captain mission as he was beginning to detach completely into death.
ms mission did save the day / night by doing something. switching off her brain a little maybe from that 'fear' and inquisitionary approach to me. 
a moments peace but was it real? 
will it prove constant? 
i have no idea anymore.