i escape occasionally, one long night with a girl from canberra whom has found herself on the coast. she introduces me to her friends who are wicked and i easily succumb to temptation. lust is my sin of choice, given that it's not really a sin and more of a hedonistic endeavour to feel something. we cross thresholds, new boundaries and  landscapes, a whole world of possibilities reveal themselves but like all hedonistic endeavours the next few days i am run down, verging upon illness and feeling very sickly. 
what can i say, women fascinate me.