i travel through an astral realm, it's almost certain in a world of uncertainty i am where i am. i didn't try. i had a planned a different method of protection, one based upon control over myself but some preordained fate has other plans.
i just travelled there in the straightest route i know. and it was perfection, no defences, no challenge, surrender on both parts.  

the great way say's -  be like ice about to melt, bend to be straight, empty to be filled, wear down to be renewed, reduce to gain, the softest surpasses the hardest, be weak to be strong, the rigid tree shall fall and the softest and weakest can be water yet it is still strongest. 

i cast that spell a few months ago, it was my last one as far as i was aware and then obliterated all knowledge of it, only the symbol remained somewhere in the space between our worlds, the energised sigil potent and free. i had no expectation, not even a memory. then out from the chaos sphere a magnetic energy, attraction.

our astral bodies met, they begin the entanglement on a different level however the spell is yet incomplete. i did my work, i'll take full responsibility for it. high probability it's just fate playing with me, but that's okay as i love to play. attraction has an equal and opposite force, that's the one i guess i feel somewhat anxious about but i have to meet it either way in order to know.
the dawn comes, i'm driving down some narrow country roads out near farms and wineries, magnificent horses in the morning light, the birds awake and hungry swooping like electrons at the centre of the atom, everything is alive.