the sun has returned for me, on my birthday. notes below:
but today i woke up very early and took pan for a walk, i texted with val who was on an undercover mission and then i returned home, i delivered some healing to my clients and when i returned pan was gone. i noticed the lead had gone so deducted that some one had taken him on a walk and it was gravy. when gravy returned we sat and spake music, for my birthday he played me neil young songs on my guitar, so overwhelmed with joy we wandered down the beach for a swim, later agent stone made me a nice herbal tea and i wandered home.
a trickle of texts arrive. thank you people, yes it's my year, the year of no cash but a great piece of music, mmm, i'm grateful for this, i had spent years attempting to create something i could leave behind that would be my art. snuff music is it. val and i created something meaningful here. it's my first time. val's an old hand, talented and most certainly a genus. i can't imagine working with anyone else producing, he seems to just get it.
mmm there is a lot to say about val and i but i'll tell you all you need to know.
val has a great wife olga who is now part of the deep fix family?
val cooks a mean spinach pie?
he's a genius?
he drives a beetle and will beat you down at cool canasta



Solar Return Sun in 1st House:
While your solar return Sun is now in your 1st house, your greatest opportunities for growth will be for personal growth attained through personal action.

What is this year about?
It’s all about self-discovery. This is a year when you will embark on an internally orientated journey of personal exploration. Your choice of projects, no matter how noble the cause, will be personally motivated. You will set external goals that test the power of your intention, your talents, and your abilities, against the measure of worldly action and achievement. This year, you will determine your own level of satisfaction while you investigate your strengths and expand opportunities.

What does this mean to me?
Your primary focus should be on yourself. This is your time to define your place in the world, cast away the clouds of self doubt and shine. It can be an excellent year to set goals for self-improvement, and personal change, a time when you are the sole arbiter of your path and progress. You can use it to heal from old wounds, both physical and emotional. Self-motivation, spurs you onward, enhancing your self expression and expanding your influence over others. What you start now will tend to grow now and receive wider recognition later. Go for what you want.

How are these energies likely be expressed in my life?
How would you like to express it? Have you a project in mind that only you can accomplish? Whatever you will choose to do, you will likely be doing it in your own way. Your self-respect, will power, intuitive judgment, creativity, and vitality will be enhanced this year. Recharged, you’ll be able to work with greater enthusiasm and authority, and have the energy you desire to work long and hard in order to achieve your goals. If are ill or injured this year, you are likely to heal rapidly. New programs for physical fitness produce better results this year. You can accomplish more of what you set out to do. Get yourself out into sunshine and outdoor activities. Emphasis is likely to be placed on physical improvement, competition, personal achievement, success and recognition.


What should I be cautious about?
During this year you could tend to become oblivious to the needs of others because of your intense personal focus. Be aware of tendencies to appear arrogant or excessively forceful. Develop your more positive qualities and strive to overcome negativities. You could develop a tendency to express yourself in ways which come across to others as being overly dominant. Confidence is one thing, but arrogance is another. Character traits which could alienate others will hinder your ambitions. Moderate these attitudes in order to avoid losing your objectivity. Partnerships of all kind will suffer if you allow yourself to get so narrow in your self focus that it causes you to overlook that while there is an “I” in every “we”, one of those is the other person.

What advice can you recommend?
This is a wonderful opportunity to do something good for yourself. Look at the planetary aspects to your Solar Sun this year to give you a better idea about what you can accomplish. Personal changes and improvements you make now will serve you for the rest of your life.
It’s time for you to test your own strength and self-sufficiency. Get out and make things happen. This is your year to take action rather than wait for others to start things for you. Always communicate your enthusiasm about the importance of your goals to the people around you in positive ways which affirm mutual respect and benefit. This will assist you to keep focused and motivate others to allow you to take your shot. Lastly, listen to your own inner voice. You will know what to do.