the new studio has a great feel, i can’t sense the ghostly influence interfering with our music, it’s clean and spiritually pure. the authentic gothic feel is missing replaced by something more comfortable and user friendly. it’s a different set up but the space feels perfect at the moment.
anyway we tweak the mantra today, changing some bits, a new mix, a divine ending, it sounds great, i’m proud. finally. something i’m certain will outlast me and stand on it’s own as art. i dedicate it to the universe whom i write for these days. apart from being jakob’s father i came here to make this music.
i’m plugged in now, my muse and me are together, mixed in with val, who gets me, the deep fix are evolving rapidly, he knows and understands the words i write, he understands the sound, the vibration of the song. he gets me in a strange spiritual way.
these are the strangest days, long and languid but with an edge, like the world is collapsing around us but we don’t care. financially it’s hard, i’m fucking really struggling now but i been in a worse spot and it don’t really bother me as at least i am doing something productive with my time rather than nothing or wandering around eating junk in shopping malls.

i watched david attenbough with evan, we watched him explain the cambrian period, where from trilobites life emerged from the water. some of these creatures were 3 meters long, encased in an exoskeleton that fortunately limited their growth but life evolved to emerge with spinal columns on the inside and they proved more successful.
a geological period is vast, expansing so much time humans just can’t really comprehend their insignificance. this is aliester reynolds country, where he lets you get an impact of scale on a galactic scale. evolution occurred slowly back then, it’s speeding up now i believe, mutant changes in genetics alter the code, perhaps from solar flare activity or a combination of astronomical events that influence us, perhaps the hand of an architect, who the hell really knows anything. and that’s my point. that’s the point. who really know’s anything, belief is a meta program, so chose carefully what you load it with.

‘beat the reaper’ by josh bazell is a great read. a fast paced crime novel set in a hospital, filled with amazing dialogue and foot notes, i guarantee this will entertain you and amuse you. i read it in two days, and can’t wait to see the movie despite the brutality and violence.

i also saw ‘the girl who did something on her computer’ dvd. very good film. it was the second part of the trilogy and i went to put the third on but it had no english subtitles which was very annoying as i wanted to see how it was all connected up at the end. however these are great stories and very mature, worth watching if you like a crime drama with a very sexy protagonist, that lady can play with my computer any day.