the goddess opened herself to me, she enflamed my heart with her arrows and swallowed me inside herself and i found myself in her court.
exquisite pain, pleasure and all earthly delights lay in abundance, hordes of naked bodies gorging on one another, the air was electric with heat and energy, from where i stood it looked like a mass of flesh, not several individual bodies but one mass of writhing pulsating flesh, a body of limbs, torsos and heads lost in an sensual tangle, all single focused on pleasure and pain for this was the kingdom of desire. like a pornographic version of goya, i could see all the garden of earthly delights stretch from my feet to the horizon. i wandered onwards, stepping over bodies and limbs, a hand grabbed my ankle and i shook it loose as i continued. it was pointless attempting to walk out or away, the scene lasted forever.i could hear them, moaning and groaning, a loud throb of noise, all in unison, like a giant insect. i realised i had walked to far into the mass, i was lost now, never able to find my way back. i had been swallowed up and lost.