watching sunset, majestic clouds over the ocean, rain fall out at sea, the movement of these giants fills the horizon and their grey spectrum matches my internal reality. hello sadness my old friend.
my companion points out various structural aspects within the cloud, we see colours and shapes, even a water spout form and all of this matches exactly how my soul feels. i go home back to mission control, the place that has been my home for the last 8 years.
i chat with a friend on skype.
i'm tempted to take the vine but instead i fill my heart with smoke and fall asleep.