strange day, wandering through hornsby mall, a suburb i never really go to except to visit the big bookshop there as it has a great selection of stock, anyways i picked up a book by alex grey, (see pic) the visionary artist that has obviously experienced dmt reality as his pictures really capture the dmt world, and was about to leave when a girl behind a city bank promotional desk asked me how i was, i was doing fine until i heard her seductive accent, french, what can i say, i started to melt in front of her, suddenly i had signed up for a new credit card or some thing i don't really understand about some big finantial institution. I mean i didn't even hear what she was saying, i just listened to her gorgeous voice and watched her little pixie face as she went through her routine. I mean who would have thought credit card intrest rates would be so sexy. Normally i am not a detail kinda guy, but i recall almost everything about her, her smell, what she was wearing, her shoes, her lips, eyes and everything else she told me about herself, except for the city bank stuff, anyway she had been living in sydney, pyrmont for a year and was very happy, she asked me a whole bunch of stuff, i gave her a card, when she found out my age she seemed surprised, she said, i looked younger, i told her i have a young mind, then we went our separate ways but i can't help wondering about her.

Last night i watched a tv show about the way children are being brought up in australia, a crowd of young parents and specialists, therapists and physiologist all chatting about what good parenting is, and how to be one. There was some really valid points made but the one point i thought of that was lacking in the conversation was how these parents can teach their children all about morality and how to behave yet never once point out that most of the people in positions of power or authority, in fact even most people in the world are corrupt or would be given the oppurtunity, in fact the adult world is a sad reflection of bad parenting, i mean its all very well to tell children that violence is wrong and then expect them to understand when their countries army is at war. It's the same with stealing, i mean jesus the govt. steal from me every day, just becuase it's under the guise of tax don't mean its not stealing. I mean Rupert Murdoch don't pay any tax, why should i, and i don't endorse where my tax is spent either, most of it is directed towards supporting a govt. i don't like, the pennies may go to a few hospitals and schools but most of it goes to the keeping an ineffecient beaurocracy running. Corruption is an issue that can't be stopped in a classroom, its not always huge and noticable, it needs to be addressed as a species, adults need to take the challenge and face their own sense of honour, there's no other way.
The baghvad gita, describes a war, arjuna is visited just before the battle by krishna, only to hear how to escape this cycle of death and rebirth and sufferring. The war is the war within. The struggle every person has with themselves, there are many ways outta the battlefield but how many people are disiplined enough to take them. Talk is cheap, action speaks louder than words, all the people on tv last night debating missed the point. Fill your childrens heads with lies and delusions about the world, and they will never trust ya again.
Humanity is corrupt, if you can struggle with your own demons and face them, stare them down and be their master/mistress then you may stand a chance against being corrupt, but don't preach to the next gen, set the example.