i missed The High Priestess by two massages but it gave me time to just organize my space and bond with pansy after the holiday, i hadn't spent much time with him and i wanted him to know i loved him. Anyways things came to me, they fell into place, they made sense and it was easy, surrender to destiny. its been freaking chasing me for a while and there is no freaking escape, so why not bound in all carefree and easy. yeah i really learnt that ayahuscia is salvation for humanity, ultimately all one has to do is listen to the plants, i wish i was a gardener but i'm a city guy, grew up in a city, travelled through cities, it's always been cities, no plants, its funny how my father loves his garden.
so i went to THP's played her my song, 'be my guru' and she helped me, we sang through it together and it sounded a 99% better.
i sang it the way its meant to be sung.
i'm needing to become more conscious with everything, i live in an unconcious realm half the time and what's reflected is my unconcious what i need to do is reflect my conscious mind back as it becomes MORE conscious.
Simple, ha!
Anyway its started when my dad rang me and started to tell me how much he hated living in the UK, and how planet was dying and how the end was nigh. dad and i always talked about apocalypse type stuff, we loved aliens and mysteries, magic and stuff and always have chats about earthquake weather, tidal waves and freak flooding and weird and far out stuff but i just said, 'dad all you can do is make your peace and enjoy the good bits, nature, the wonder, the stars the fascination. and all you can do is love everything.'
that's what my uncle gabriel said to me, it all comes down to 'Love'.
They were his last words to me.
It was a great day. I even heard from a good friend whom i greatly admire, respect and honor.
goodnight