Thursday, May 11, 2006
nice start to the day, despite the hazy grey atmosphere hovering over the waking city, emilie and i met for a quick coffee then off to work, which flew by like a strange dream. clients all happy and relazed, the whole day seemed slightly unreal, i don't know why. later emilie sent me a few texts and found myself getting slightly fragile, i guess it's the night we actually discuss our situation and work out what exactly we have, or don't have, consequently, i am pacing around like a tiger, not sure if i can resist her anymore, not sure if she actually wants me to, not sure about what she wants apart from sex but sure about one thing, mmm, emilie.
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The tension is driving me crazzzy!
ha! me to, love is a beautiful thing though. i've never been able to be cynical about people falling in love, even if we know its going to end in tears, for them it's like they are blooming or something, maybe i am just being romantic, maybe they are all nuts after all, enslaved by their genetics and the pheremone trap. anyway for the moment it feels nice to be nuts. i like the idea of giving and recieving love, it's a simple formula and the results are always experiences one can look back upon and feel the warmth, the beauty and the purity of something so profoundly inexplicable.
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