having said that there is times when alcohol is great and serves a purpose one can describe as self medicating, so in many ways alcohol has a place, i guess. as life gets stressful and complex so does the escape route out and the vodka i had before my gig was pretty good, it carried me somewhat through what should have been an ocean of nervous potential to being something realised. i guess alchol has it's place in my life, and there are no dumb drugs just wise choices and informed minds making them.