i have been earthed.
it was quite a fight, ms, mission dragged me kicking and screaming, howling like a baby back from my cosmic alignment and interdimensional transcendence. i fought her all the way but she never gave up and i guess i went through the eye of the needle. 
but it feels awful, raw and exhausted, we both have been jaded by the huge stress and turbulence of it all. i need recovery. i need a moment to nourish myself and feel less depleted than i do, for my whole being is shattered from the whole process. this twin flame shit is not for the faint-hearted, it nearly killed me.
it was worth it, i'd do it again. ms. mission is truly remarkable and her talents are awesome, we do make a considerable powerful team which s why she and i know we need to be very earthed and build from there. 
if you don't know anything about the twin flame experience, it's impossible to describe but there are some good you tube video's that explain it really accurately. i fought the whole thing all the way, so i speak from experience. this stuff is real, it's accurate and true. the fact magick and plant medicine was used on top of our twin connection makes everything very intense, really intense. i wish i was just a normal guy sometimes, wish i didn't feel much at all but i guess i'm an anomaly and have to just accept that.