hello people through the window, the readers and scanners out there reading this, it's strange when you get that flash of self consciousness, a little insecurity slips in. how did that happen, a reminder maybe, a reminder that i am a humble man not a smart or funky dude. i don't claim to know much, i'm just working it all out, but what i know seems like a big deal which is why i advocate getting your brain changed via intelligent plants, and maybe trees. i'm on trees now, soaking them up. they are healing me in a strange way, a way i could never imagine before but seems like i have been leading up to. i'm loving life, but i'm tired and need a break, i need process time and to just make some music, i want to complete 'snuff music'' and start writing, i just need inspiration and i'm to tired to receive inspiration right now, i feel drained. it's no big deal but i recognise it.
im working for the goddess i remembered. she's whispering, 'stillness speaks.'