i continue my sojourn dressed in octarine, transversing the realms, the wandering jew, the meandering magickian, the elclipsian nomad, the wanderer of the stars, you may see me with my strange beard, my deep sad eyes, my shaved skull like head, those strangely dense elements that dance around me like a battalion of naughty elves. you may see me with my head in a book, my heart in a forest, my mind in the stars and think, 'who is this freakazoid?' but the answer can never match your confinement, so i guess i am just a shadow, an enigma, a haunted presence that hovers in your periphery, to delicate to hold onto and grasp, like smoke, to elegant to match my awkward body, a paradoxical joker, who's fleeting thoughts are like the wind, and who's identity is never fixed to anything other than the way and whose laser vision cuts through truth like a sharp machete through a birthday cake, stand back, stay safe, avert ye gaze for he wears the colour of magick.
other simple tricks are put aside, although the romantic interlude is sometimes worthy, to find the soul partner is but a wonderful pursuit, for much magick can occur in this condition, but soul partners often have to wait life times to find one another and sometimes it's messy when they do, sometimes it's just enough to know that your soul partner is out there, doing what they do. soul partners may not be ready for one another, they may just not know until fate sends them on a collision course, like the halidron collider, smashing atoms together, observing the creation of something new from something familiar, love and non locality. she is out there..
it's important when you meet your soul partner to acknowledge there may be some resistance from one party, this is just ego shit, fighting against the truth, sometimes it's quite violent and destructive. in these situations it's best to withdraw and let things settle, often the heart will fight a quiet battle with the ego.
when everything is established it's important to remember that although you are individuals you are also something else a third 'entity.' this is highly valuable to understand, the identity of this third force is very powerful and should be considered sacred. it needs protection and affirmation from the separate comments, it needs nurturing and to evolve and grow, it requires an understanding beyond the mental constructs of trust and love, it is driven by it's own destiny, and often perfect for creation, manifesting into children or some other act of creation. however it can just be maintained as something pure that is shared between two individuals, others will notice this quality and it will appear as magickal, it will create magick in turn and the lives of the two individuals be enriched. such is the power of soul partners who are together.
outside down on the street wind stirs up everything, it blows through the streets and houses, trees bend, animals are spooked, invisible forces interrupt their rest, the birds require extra skill to fly, and the people all complain. me i like it, it's blustery and you need to wear a scarf and drink cocoa, it's a good day for reading.