as i move through life in slow motion i see the detailed fractures in the systems, the cracks where information fails. i reconcile the dark energy with the energy, i understand the binary codes of existence here.  the secret is in application, and then the equation of faith.
faith.

i work with a lady called hope, she is new and i always tease her about my relationship with her sisters. i don't have one with hope, i say, hope is the expectation of faith. it's a minor difference but nuanced. details like this matter i guess.

good fortune comes to me, i seem to be on a winning streak, i win the lottery almost every week now, much bigger denominations than ever, never over $100 but when my total expenditure is only $10 it's a good investment. maybe it's true, money attracts money. my house just got valued at $900,000, an absurd amount considering i paid peanuts for it. now i've done some significant work on it, new bathroom, amazing balcony, de cluttering, new lighting, it's actually looking amazing. i have no wish to move. i like hanging out here, and the coast is thriving now, even down the beach the buzz is incredible. from dawn to midnight, the place is packed with new bars, clubs, restaurants. i tend to hang out at the hotel looking down upon the beach, a coffee, my book and the feeling of perspective as i see the vast expanse before me. the new walkway looks amazing, people jogging, walking their beasts, pushing prams, it's a busy little bay all the way to the skillion where at the peak you can watch the whales migrate past. 

things are good. very good.