i'm about to see the specialist, maybe i can make a full recovery like last time, it's not impossible. in the meantime my love life is beginning to look interesting. i feel ready so i guess the cosmos is sending me some applicants. 
my best friend died having sex with a brazilian stripper just as they were going to go out for dinner, it always seemed like the best way to go. the weather has been humid and bright, i've been waking up at dawn and catching waves, despite average surf one wave in every hundred makes it worthwhile. i ride that baby in zen style, the solar system imploding in my brain. everything happening all at once, it's incredible. then there's the house, i throw myself into some hardcore domestics. jakob helps clear two rooms, i still have about 300 books to sell, next market day. i've decided to cut price down to $5 each. come on, these are quality life changing novels, you will thank me for them later.
i've had to slow down at work, i can't do everything so i'm delegating. it's good, i gotta remember i'm an old man not a teenager.  a slimmer one too. all that hospital food and i dropped dramatically. i just couldn't eat that junk. 
must admit during this period where half the population of earth wants to kill me and mine i am enjoying watching 'the expanse' again. it's a great series if you like science fiction with a political twist. i also love watching the un ambassador to isreal give his speeches to the assembly, he's so good. it's about time someone told those bastards how useless they are.
i've been reading a fair amount as well but nothing spectacular, i'm about to read 'eros zeta and the hypnogogue.' 
i'll post a review soon. 

i'm doing laundry today, heaps off it. it's taking over the whole day spilling into my down time but it feels good getting it done. there's rain on the way so i hope it all drys out by dusk.