I am a dead man who walked into a dead
hotel on a dead-end road.
The hotel was old and made of ancient
bones, some human, some animal and some alien-looking shapes I would never have
recognised if it was not for my extra-terrestrial adventures. There was piped
music playing as soon as I walked through the big swing door, a tune I
recognized, Talking Heads, ‘Heaven.’
Sweet, I thought, nice ambient touch,
soft candlelight flickered to give the air of a séance. Lush plush velvets and
burning incense. The woman at the front desk was a dead ringer for a woman I
once knew, she was older with grey hair and looked sadder than a country and
western song. I offered her a gold coin and she beckoned me to sit down for a
reading.
The hanged man.
Death.
And the lovers.
She looked into my eyes and whispered, ‘I
only ever seen eyes that black in one man and he’s long dead.’
Her gaze penetrated but she couldn’t see
past the wounded history she was recalling.
‘What do the cards say?’
‘You are a ghost.’
‘Am I?’
‘You come to haunt me?’
‘Is that why I am here?’
‘I don’t know, yet. I got a feeling you
and I have unfinished business.’
‘Am I a memory or a disembodied spirit?’
She looks at me shocked, ‘It can’t be
you, you are dead.’
‘So you say but then you know ghosts
very well right?’
‘I spend my youth playing with them.
Then I forgot all about them until I met…you.’
I pick up the lovers card, it’s from a much
worn and frayed deviant moon pack.
‘These look familiar. Had them long.’
‘Yeah, a long long time.’
‘I remember when you got them.’
‘It is you.’
She steps down and towards me, a hand
reaches out for my cheek but passes right through me.
She starts to cry.
‘Why did you return, have you come to haunt
me?’
‘No. I came to liberate you.’
She smiles briefly and for the first
time an affectionate look crosses her face.
‘You already did that.’
‘And now I return once more to complete
unfinished business.’
‘What does that mean Mission.’
I reach out to touch her cheek and she
looks in disbelief as my fingers pass through her.
She is shaking, ‘What does this mean, I
can’t touch you and you can’t touch me.’
‘You always were and always will be my
equal. Now I have come to take you home.’
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