buy jupiter (a magickal jest) i'm going broke, it's all very well having visions but you gotta pay for them, to become solid, or pray, maybe i'll try that, i've never really done it officially except in obligatory circumstances. ie. being coerced to by my parents and their belief structures, and although this in itself was not a bad thing it never felt natural. then there was the times i thought i would die, i think i just made that deal with god, you know the one, i guess that's more of a pact. sorry god, i must have let you down more than once but you're a god, and i am just a part god, a human made in your image huh?
then there was some magickal activities whereby i was invoking and that's a form of prayer although more formal, but it's not a prayer as such. 
i've seen people prey up close, muslims, jews, christians, hindus, pagans, although not in the same room, which makes me feel somewhat indifferent to all these memes, i mean if you have faith in god it should be tested or it's a belief of faith which history indicates fails all the time giving way to war. 
anyway's, i seen people pray for material things, very strange, it's something i never understood. i mean why pray for a washing machine when you can prey for peace. i guess it's just the way humans are wired. preying for cash seemed okay with the born again crowd, i just couldn't respect it, nor do i think god could answer a prayer with cash, it's such a human construct. the god i believe in works in mysterious ways, she don't just dish out the cash for those who ask for cash.  
you gotta enter the world of energy to get cash, the way i see it, it's a reasonable exchange, capitalists understand it, a trade, your talents for something else, i'll trade you a bunch of banana's for an hours work on my car. it's a net of complex barter and exchange but it's elegant, until some greedy fucker comes along and fucks it all up with an extreme desire. take heed girls who work in erina happy high herb shop. 
$5 for a packet of rolling papers is taking liberties in my opinion. i also paid $5 for a coconut drink which across the street in the asian shop sells for $3.50 which is still expensive considering i usually get a coconut for $1.00 from the grocer, which means i paid $4 for a can that i would throw away after use.

(so happy high herb people of the central coast next time i see ray (happy herb founder) i'm gonna have words.) 

see this is what happens, a great idea gets corrupted by greedy savages posing as hippy bimbo girls, the music industry is filled with them, i fucking hate hippies, especially these middle class byron bay types, they are the worst, they are like oil barons and big pharmaceuticals only shrouded in sanctimonious delusions that they are the opposite. 

a good man's reputation trashed because some stupid idiot hippie gets greedy, i should have said something but they would have started crying or called me a brutal misogynist.

these prices are insane, no wonder the shop is always empty. i rather get a train into newtown and buy my stuff from there or online than waste my time in that spiritually corrupt zone. it's a horrible place, fake niceties, personalities, fakery and deceptions without any happiness. 

anyway, i am broke and i need to sell something. apart from working in mental health where they completely fucked up my pay and it's going to take weeks to get back on track so i hope maybe i can find some other way of supplementing my income.

so i offer a prayer to the gods, all of them, help me.

sure enough a team of sexy gods in england reply with the idea that i should sell some stories and they have pieced together a short book, 'the adventures of captain mision' subtitled, 'astounding adventures through space time and mind.'

it even has a cover featuring yours truly, and they sent me a draft copy for proof-reading which i am doing today. i don't know who will read such a thing, or how much they would pay for such a thing, i think a few dollars would be suitable, a coffee costs $5 these days in sydney so $5 for fifty tales of strangeness quark and charm is a real bargain, who know's maybe it will be more than $5, i can't say yet but it will be reasonable, unlike those hippy drippy greedy herb people.