some times i'd like to do a course in something but i am uncertain what to chose, something esoteric or humanities based, however all that reading about political structures and fucking ancient civilisations would drive me nuts, same with the mind, the mind is just a great big trapezoid with holes that drip treacle. there's no point in trying to understand it as the mind is what you use to define it options are limited. i guess that's why i like social work, no fucking around, just go in and sort the situation out, fix the problem and leave them to deal with the rest. no point fixing a leaky ship with another leaky ship, you just have to say, 'your ship's leaking, fucking fix it or drown.'
maybe i should do a course in something abstract like cooking or flower arrangements. ultimately i think i'm just drawn to ethogens and if there was a course in psychonauts i'd be doing it, or running it.
it's funny but i miss my friend the professor who always had something amazing to say, he's in tokyo doing extreme things.