all gods have their agendas. they kinda disappoint like that and ayahuscia is no different. the human spirit should be free to do what it wishes, as long as it is in the interests of life. to be told by a plant consciousness you are forbidden is hard for me to reconcile, however i will modify my experiments iin magickal realms as a point of honour but this is on my terms sister not yours. i am not enslaved and i never will be, i am free to chose what i do and how i am.
it's strange how yesterday started with the blog entry about what's permitted until forbidden and the day ended for me being forbade.

i can't articulate my aya experience, it was complex and i think corrupted by judgments and personal feelings from others. i think i need to go deeper and break through the fear i felt and complete the experience. however i will leave you with this thought.
all religion comes down to this idea. the battle for the soul is waged between forces of light and forces of darkness. polarities and dualities. wear white not black. however it is the nature of man to confuse his white with black and light with darkness.

lucifer is venus, the morning star, they first star the ancient romans saw in the morning. light bringer. it was the christians that turned lucifer into satan. they are totally different energies. yet the mention of lucifer brings terror such is our conditioning.