oh modern life escapes me, although i like it's trappings i despise speed cameras, i enjoy ice cream but loathe burgers are us, i detest the idea of digging up poor earth and raping her resources but i enjoy my ancient architectures and monolithically temples. i hate television with it's endless opinions and collective dumbing down but i love the simpsons, see i'm trapped in a feedback loop that will forever deliver a null void, an equilibrium of stagnating nothingness, it's time to hitch a ride with the aliens baby, get me a new tattoo, take some plant life and dance naked with tigers and unicorns, even my dreams are coming to haunt me. i feel like i'm changing rapidly from wolf to bat, those vampyre films have cast a spell upon me, i look at necklines and jugulars, i'm looking to move into a very large castle upon a desolate mountain peak, looking down on a nervous town. i see dumb people. i see the world and where it is going on it's strange trajectory, it's orbit hijacked by buffoons and idiots, spending our children's future investing in their own meaningless bullshit dreams of humanity trapped in amber where it freezes from moment to moment, laughing clowns staring down upon us, pulling strings that have strings, and who pulls theirs but other mad gods, poets, artists and dreamers, and who is the dreamer and who is a dream. see if i was the king like obamarama, i'd be declaring the day finished and the night begun, we would party like it's 1999 err 2999 and explode our minds bending evolution every which way, letting the dust settle and then work out where we really wanna go. ending the rise of domination, the fear of submission, it's time to be a god, pull our own strings, don't you get it man. you are free. its the mind that traps us, carving reality up into isms and ologies, my god is better than yours, think i really give a fuck about who has the better god. nope i just want to be free. don't you?
but the double edged swordfish trombone is the mind plays tricks on itself, one moment you think you are free and then your not because your thinking you are. it's gotta be blown apart every now and then, just to re enforce and remind you. clear out the cobwebs, santa claus is coming to town.
he's got an uzi in one hand and a stimulating package in the other, trees and plant life are poised, the animal kingdom is watching with it's hundred million eyes, the insect world lurks in corners and cracks, transmitting signals and coded dance, while the human being is asleep at the wheel.

i saw a wonderful movie, it was on at 2am starred david niven.
it starts with a voice over which i guess is god, he's giving us a guided tour of the universe, we come to the spiral galaxy, and the arm where our solar system rests and then there is earth, we travel above the clouds and as gods voice fades out we can here the roar of an aircraft and david niven talking and he says, ' plato, socrates, jesus and buddha, why didn't we listen to you with your peaceful harmony ...' then we see david is in a plane that is on fire, it is plunging to earth and around him is some crew shot and dead. david is on the radio talking to a pretty girl at mission control, he's talking calmly and keeping a stiff upper lip, we find out he gave his parachute to a crew member, his plane plunges faster to the sea. the girl is seduced by him as he asks her where she lives, she is crying. meanwhile up in heaven air-force people collect their wings and davids crew await david. but he fails to turn up. so they report to the head angel. they do a calculation, an audit and yes one person is missing.
david is washed up on the beach, he thinks he is in heaven as a dog runs towards him. there's a sign that says 'keep off the grass' he's a bit bewildered as he approaches a young boy playing on the beach. he finds out he's alive and walks to the base, on his way he sees the girl he was talking to cycling home. inevitably they fall in love. but heaven is unhappy they slipped up, so they dispatch a french angel to notify david. david of course thinks he is hallucinating. the girl informs the psychiatrist and they run a few sessions, for every-time the angel visits david he gets a very bad migraine.
anyways davids case is allowed to be heard in the form of a trial, so now there's a trail in heaven where david has to make a case to remain alive. of course love prevails and its a wonderful happy ending.
very dated and some what olde fashioned but wow i love a good romance.