surfing at Babylon, we are out there where the horizon meets, it's perfection, sunny daze, water temp moderate, empty beach, handful of surfers, no clouds, nice breeze and suddenly there comes a set of waves that we all live for, a perfect form, i swim towards it, focused, my body knows what to do, i turn and start bracing myself for the ride. yeah i am propelled faster than light, so fast my eyes close, i am part of everything a crystal voyager, a particle accelerator, swirling along in the mass of a wave, i am nothing, i am everyting, in pure state of being, for i have fallen out of space, i am no longer trapped by time.

i spent a lot of $ today, i had little choice and a lot of need but it's worth sufferring for. i'm somewhat ashamed that i was impulsive and my priorities seem out of whack but sometimes you gotta spend somthing on yourself, i always seem to be channelling $ on survival things and a handful of luxuries, like books and cds. Its been a long time since i splurged indiscriminatly. anyway its done now, gult is a wasted program.

I am currently working night duties. its a hell of a thing, it pulls you apart, circadian rythems all out of whack, but then i find myself with more time, time to surf, time to read, time to create, time to waste....