i returned yesterday, wrote a few e mails, made some calls, wrote something on the olde blog and crashed out. i found myself awake at around 1100 and took myself off to the beach for a few hours, stopping off at the shop for coconuts. in the garden i stripped down to my shorts and one hand holding the cleaver the other a fresh coconut i hacked into it ad drunk down cool refreshing liquid. after i slung the husk to the back of the garden where it lay with a pile of other husks. everything has changed, the last few days have been something incredible and strange. i'm somewhat stunned but although everything has changed i am determined to change nothing. not yet anyway. there are a few minor tweaks i will make, nothing to big, some renovations to mission control. maybe a new car. let's see how it all plays out.