wow, finally one day off to consolidate the things i need to do, where does time go? same place as space i guess. 
i'm actually exhausted, suffering from burn out, in need of a long break from the grind but these luxuries are unattainable at present and i don't wanna complain to much, after all i am lucky in many ways. 
so, i met with my web man this morning. i was late, fast asleep, snoozing in dreamland way back in west berlin when my phone woke me with it's strange new ringtone. i made the cafe in minites, and was having in depth discussion with my main man taruk about possible ideas. very satisfactory and i hope we can get cracking with this project. i have two years in which to get it running and lucrative so the sooner i start the better.
what else, can i say. rain and sun have burnt my beautiful garden, turning all the lush vegetation brown and uselessly dead. i have to regenerate everything, cut back and hack away the debris. it's a big job and requires a certain physicality which is missing at the moment. 
to be honest i need to have a few more hours sleep, a siesta maybe? 

went to see 'shape of water' 
how disappointing, like crimson peak in many ways, that guy just is stick in his fable and it's really not that good a story. it could have been so much better if he had been braver, darker and trusted his audience with some intelligence. i would have made a completely different story, much more subversive, taboo and provocative. i understand the experimental aspects he included but they lacked imagination and where utterly foolish in my opinion.

the other thing is, i have been unfortunately watching this show on tv each night. it coincides with my evenings at work where i have to chill out and wait for the next person, so i switch on the tv and see this idiot hosting his show. he's tom ballard and he has the worst tv show i have ever seen. it's apparently a news program yet it's dumbed down, predictable and utter garbage. how does he get this tv show on the national broadcaster? well he hates trump, anything conservative, liberal or libertarian. he's a propagandist more than a comedian. utterly disgraceful, in fact i loathe this guy so much if i saw him i would have to punch him on the nose. honestly, he needs it.