more deceptions more lies and some karmic lessons come into manifestation, it's all good, although i did feel a certain revulsion when i encountered them, my chest seemed constricted and dry and i understand the need to rehydrate myself with good water for the impact. 
i requested water and she drives me to a tap in a park, not understanding my need for good pure water is not due to thirst but it's magickal properties.


the father of the child has been plotting and scheming, deluded and clinging to the woman's false hope which she pours out like poisoned bird food to unsuspecting chickens, such is the nature of these beings that cling to one another in desperation and rejoice at destruction of the innocent. i'm reminded of the scheming girl in the film 'cruel intentions' but this is a demonic entity, not a script or an actor. also there is the wellbeing of a child at stake. 
the entity is operating through a toxic mind, a mind that repels from anything real. genuine affection is abhorrent to it, it cannot stand love, it finds truth very uncomfortable and cowers in a defence mechanism that is falling apart under my influence, it is fractured and foolish, it makes big mistakes, i see it and the connections it has made with its like, i will destroy them one by one. fear me.


there was one moment when the mother and baby call over, they play for a while upon my couch and i watch them laughing and i know underneath all the glamour there is something worth saving.






later nico calls, we speak for a while, i have not seen her in ages, i miss her sometimes, she has her demons but she's honest about them and they are not so destructive, in fact they are kinda sexy so it's win win.