around me the attuned are all going through various turbulent shifts, my phone rings hot, stories of peoples circumstances far worse than mine, some very tragic, some incredibly complex but it all comes down to one simple factor, the old ways of man interacting and our civilisation is shifting, this occurs on a microscopic level, dna is changing due to massive solar activity, mutation is evolution, interpersonal relationships shake and rock and resettle where they are meant to be, either in preparation or entrapment, governments are panicked, they cling to what flimsy power they have, all religions assert their righteousness yet remain fear based, all spiritual frameworks including my own are constructed metaphors that interpret patterns in the cosmos, all life on earth is moving in a progression of cycles that we have been revolving around for millions of years, the big bang carries us all, the universal consciousness has reached out for us, it's the next wave and those who are lucky enough to catch it will ride it, others will not be touched, for them they will feel more fear as they entrap themselves in false gods and cling on to what they don't want to loose, gabriel is blowing his horn baby, it's heard through white noise, media streams, flickering static, randomness, coincidences that are messages from dimensions beyond rational thought, the tidal wave sorts everything out, it's washing up over and through us, let it enter you, let it carry us where it will and where it may, trust your intuition, trust love, trust the hearts code, for the dots are connecting, the universe is female, it is becoming known, there is no way back now, no reverse gears and all i can say is let it all go, trust the process and keep your heart aligned with love and listen for the song for that will lead us home.
for men, our role is protect the woman, protect the child. mans old ways are over, mans old ways have not served us well, mans old ways have fought a war against the female, oppressing her with alcohol and pharmaceuticals, body image and glamour, new shoes and panties, make up and masks, insecurity and oppression. the war is ancient, it is even unconscious. 
women don't need new shoes, jewels, designer bags, they don't need to hide their faces, they don't need to hide their insecurities behind the painkillers, self medication has a place but the medicine they use is poisonous. there is no need anymore for this dance, because it's time for men to liberate them from this bullshit.


people i have spoken to in the last twenty-four hours, my friend the mermaid lilly, who has heard the angels sing and now knows.
eagle my cousin one of the worlds leading authorities on the mayan calendar knows deep down he is healing and will be healed, and his work has meaning.
robin who struggles with newfound nihilism now knows the truth is in the hearts code.
arianna who knows, shares the dream.
my friends sue and simon, know deep down through the loss and pain they have found something real, it cannot be held or caged or reduced.
and i hope tez and jean, my two very very close long distance friends understand everything is perfect, we found some love and connection after 30 odd years, thats a miracle we should feel really blessed for.
all my readers who know i'm just a strange freak of a guy trying my best to work it out, pay taxes and bills, be something worthwhile, be true to the writer inside me, magickian, mystic, lover and fool, it's just an archetype, i reckon i'm the full deck now, i don't know what that means, maybe i'm just human after all, but to my readers, embrace love it's not the end of the line, it's not the holy grail of truth, it's not even all there is, but it's a good place to start and from there, everything will come to you. bless ya.