i spend the morning hanging out with jake who is pretty much absent, i mean your there in body but you are preoccupied, where are you, come back to dad for an hour, dock your shuttle craft with mine and lets talk, but no...you're drifting where you need to and that's cool to. i'm a drifter to. we look in the book shop, you tell me 'the terror' was a great book but 400 pages to long, i tell you 'going bovine' is not doing it for me although there's elements of greatness in there, i say when i finish it, i will pass it on. i ask if you want me to take you to the airport but it seems as though you have that covered.
we drift away from one another and i feel somewhat cheated, but it lasts momentarily, i was you once upon a time. i like where i am now. i like what we have. it's good, it's healthy and you know i will be there. no questions, no judgement, no problem.
i wish i had some cash man, i'd slip you a grand and say, travel hard but when your feeling down, live it up in a nice hotel, send out for room service to impress the girl, be frivolous for a night, but i don't have that cash, just a pile of fucking books.
i meet evan for lunch, evan, fuck man where would i be with out you? just knowing your my friend gets me through the hard times, fuck there's no price on that.
evan tells me a strange story about a friend who writes a blog. he says she decided she wants to be paid for being her, she wants people to send her cash and she will continue to be kind and pick up litter and make people smile and do good in the world. so evan sends her $10 via the paypal mechanism and encourages others, the girl feels she is conducting an experiment but evan says, it is him that is experimenting on her.
it's a strange old world people being paid top be themselves, i guess if i had 10000 people a week paying me $10 i'd pick up litter and be nice, although i'd spend the cash on dope and hookers. what can i say, that's me being myself, contributions can be sent to me my deep fix web site.
evan and i realise we are sitting under a sign that says 'new menu here' but some one rubbed the u out the menu so it actually reads, 'new men here.'
i wish i was a new man, a vital vibrant one filled with positive vibrations but i'm me, captain mission, jaded fucking under achiever, strange old visionary and cosmic freakazoid, man of vales, man of tears, prankster, joker and inter dimensional time traveller.