why can't i be allowed to explore my own mind?
in my own home, quietly and peacefully in what ever way i choose?


this is something i can't understand.


the narcotic informants, the neighbourhood watch types, the thought police in all their many forms and incarnations, the twisted nasty bitter ex. why advocate for this type of culture and society, it reeks of the past, stalinism or some fucking stupid idea that came undone and we look back with horror that it actually happened. 


why is there this restriction?


why does the word drugs have the premise of legality and the veil of lies and fabrication, why is truth manipulated by the law makers?


why is alcohol and cigarettes acceptable and encouraged when so many other 'medicines' that are not traditional in western culture incorrectly defined as illegal drugs.


why does the violence and destruction that is so obviously evidenced in society, considered taxable and culturally acceptable when smoking the precious leaves of the wise marijuana medicine which is peaceful and healing can land you in jail.


something is wrong.
what the fuck is it?