snuff music from the deep fix part four

the downloading took place over a year but it was in one glorious sun drenched morning i experienced some divine intervention. there's no other word for it and i understand how the people that wrote the old testament must have felt when they attempted to describe their visions with syrian rue, the connections are obvious. 
i rode the wave into illumination guided by the mythology of lucifer, not the church version either, the original roman symbol identified as the morning star, venus, the goddess bringing light into darkness, like one big revelation baby i started seeing clearly for the first time in my life, the shackles and the cave wall no longer obscured the truth, my truth, ideologies ere constructs, banking systems, religions, laws, science, politics, society, it was all a vast unnecessary construct i was free off. so what's left when you take all that away?
the cosmos and the shaman have a relationship that cannot be understood by the brain, it's an area of maybe logic, it's that strange zone where all things converge, boundaries dissolve and the shaman can move between worlds, into other dimensions, realities it's a place where there is no dualism and one can bring back information for the benefit of the tribe. 
i came back and looked at my tribe and it was living in a type of insanity, that's how it was for me now, like a snuff film where life is not valued, where violent bloody death is celebrated, where the innocent are dragged against every spiritual value in the universe all because somewhere down the time line we decided to abandon the heart as a thinking organ, ego and self gratification had won the war, all that was missing was a soundtrack.
but venus had one last thing to share with me, it was found in graham handcock's book, 'fingerprints of the gods' where the idea of civilisations existing on earth way before our official history dates. in fact these civilisations were very advanced, in mathematics, astronomy, architecture. there are maps that circumnavigate the land mass that could only be drawn from the air, there are buildings that plot the cycles of the universe and there was a pole shift which occurred every few million years in line with the mayan calendar which i started to decipher over the year.