Thursday, April 26, 2012

snuff music from the deep fix part three


originally we wanted to make a cd of songs that were unlistenable or irritate the listener enough to send them into some sort of 'hysteria state' where they felt they were listening to something that evoked a hideous terror that they where repulsed by. we generate ideas faster than we can actualise them, it's a blessing and a curse.
val and i wanted to play with subliminal sounds that actually made the listener want to turn the cd off but i felt val had already achieved this with his 'gentle flow' release called black.

here's a sample with the most terrifying video clip and music ever.


black 6 is the most accessible song from the whole black album in my opinion, it's a remarkable piece of work for this was total sonic repulsion in extremus and i doubt many people would be playing it more than once.
for the deep fix, i wanted something subtle with a 'pop' aspect something that took the listener on a journey through the dark and into the light, ideas were coming together, themes were forming, melodies bubbling away but there were no words yet and whatever current i was tapping into had not yet reached its destination, i wanted to ride this wave and see where it took me, i couldn't predict what lay ahead because at that point it was beyond imagination, contained within boundaries, as william blake says, 'between the known and unknown there are doors.'
then i had ayahuscia for the first time, and the boundaries dissolved, my mind opened up and i guess so soon after a brain injury my whole hardwire reformatted itself beyond anything i had ever experienced, and any one who has had the experience of these amazing plant teachers will validate, it is confirmation of gods existence, it is confirmation of the spiritual world, it is confirmation of intelligence beyond man, it is confirmation that consciousness exists beyond the limits of the body, and it is confirmation that death is not the end. the door had just opened wide and i leapt through.


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