working weekend, no time to think about anything much, hospital on monday, again. there's a lot going on and i don't know if i am coming or going. nights are sleepless, the full moon last night was amazing and it's reflected light entered me like a bathtub filled with water. it was an amazing feeling and possibly explains why sleep was impossible and why i felt so charged. bubbles calls out of the blue, i'm pottering around after midnight, she's funny, makes me smile. i miss her. we chat until i start coughing.

the morning is blurry, lots of fog, lots of driving, lots of brainwaves flying all over the place, i try to focus but it's difficult after no sleep for a few nights. i cruise into sydney on coffee power and adapt to work. sigh, it's going to be a long day and then at least i am off for a few days. yay!