hospital tests, still no answers just more referrals and specialists, the merry go round of medical model is costing a fortune as well as burning up time. the longer I spend in the world of man i know it's all held together with a piece of string and some sticky tape.

anyways, i hunker down in the bunker, get the fire going, settle in for an early night. i've read a few books, the first in a series by douglas preston, relic. a sort of thriller set in the npc natural history museum, which is quite a reasonable page turner. then flesh which won the booker prize and as usual, big disappointment, although it's well written the story is just nothing to write hime about, a sort of rise and fall from grace. i dunno, i expected more.

currently watching 'the changeling' a tv adaptation of a victor lavelle novel, it's good, i'm enjoying that, somewhat magical realism with a touch of horror but wow, the acting is good. they have just made a new series from his other brilliant book, 'the devil in silver' which i am looking forwards to seeing. but to be honest all tv is a disappointment after foundation.