those that read me, silent ones, those that delve into the ravings and ramblings will know i am prone to esoteria. one of the biggest patterns in my life has been the 11:11 syncronicity, everywhere i see confirmation. i do contrary to popular thought apply scientific scrutiny to these events, i cover the angles, i'm no blind fatalist. i have discerning abilities and i use them on all things, pulling them apart, deconstructing, changing perspective and repeating to see it the result is constant. this makes a good science fiction writer not a fantasy writer, for example in fantasy a broomstick will have intelligence and a sense of humor that does not need an explanation, yet in science fiction we have a scientific principle, the broom has an artificial intelligence and a personality chip embedded within it's architecture.
11:11 follows me everywhere, it hunts me down almost everyday, now there are good reasons why this happens i usually am driving at those times, or my routine is set that i look at the time at those two times, or perhaps i am just subconsciously driven to seek those specific times. who knows, really.
all i know is i see the numbers twice a day, i have done for many years and investigation reveals that it's a sign of confirmation. so that's how i will take it, weather it's from my self or something else, i don't know. maybe it's a sign of schizophrenia.

i spend a quiet hour with the high priestess discussing her new business adventure. i'm uncertain about it but the more she talks the more convinced i become, she has great power to fulfill her ambitions, and i really hope she does whatever form they take, but i think she has a very large destiny.