those that know me would confess that i am prone to a number of obsessive compulsive habits, the main one being, keeping my house clean ie. vacuming and dusting, but following that comes cleaning my teeeth, and my love of effective toothbrushes. The best product i have used is a new one, it's toothbrush with some sort of moter within, it's designed with an on button and an off button, it's remarkable, it's beautiful to look at, and does a very good job. I clean my teeth about four to five times a day, i do my floors twice a week. My other OCB is books and bookshops.

last night, emilie upset that the uni course she had chosen was a six year course and not a three year one, i reassurred her that it would be fine, i was certain that there are three year courses in phychology.
later we spoke about things between us

'well ya better hurry up and fall in love with me.'
'that's not going to happen.'
'you need a plan b'
'i know.'
'you could just face the inevitable. Ressistance is futile.'
'you are a freak.'
'yeah and you're perfect for me.'
'i know. we should get trashed and drink asbenthe one night.'
'sure, i'll drink asbenthe with you, but i ain't going to have sex with you.'
'mmm, good. i don't believe in fairy tales.'
'fairy tails usually are about sex or death anyway.'
emilie starts this brilliant treatese on the genesis of little red riding hood, the way the story evolved and the significance of it.
'lets just get married.'
'no you're my best friend.'
'perfect, everyone should marry their best friend.'
'no. why.'
'cos what's the point of not.'
'mmm.'
'anyway i was thinking maybe i'd have to marry you, it would be very difficult for me but if it meant you staying in the country i'd do it.
'it would destroy you.'
'yeah it would hurt but you know, i been around the block, i could deal with it.'
'fuck no, i'd feel bad.'
'look it's not my style to make you feel bad, you know you don't have to feel bad about anything, its not your fualt.'
'you should have turned up 10 years ago.'
'10 years ago you was under age.'
'that's true, i was also in a padded cell. you should have rescued me.'
'that's a fairy tale, besides i had other shit to do.'
'there's always so many things happening to me.'
'you need to learn disipline, you need to be still and let these situations surface, they need space to manifest.'
'i can't do disipline, it's like the army, boring.'
'martial arts will teach you now go to sleep, you have an early start.'
'goodnight. you are annoying.'
'don't fall in love with me.'