Saturday, April 01, 2006

bless me cotten socks!
mission control is my own place again, i did a quick neurotic clean and took pan for a random walk, we met evan and his two beasts and i took the chance to stop say hi and be all neighbourly, the strange black clouds gathered somewhere over the horizen, the wind, cold and bitter, a taste of winter, i had two coffees, watched the heavens and read some news.
sometimes reading old news papers are better than reading current ones, old newspapers have events in them which although happened years ago, still happen today, in fact todays news is not really news at all, it's old inaccurate information, so we should say, i'm reading the inacurate information paper.
i bumped into richard the 3rd who told me to watch out for the eagle that was flying just above my head, there was no eagle, it was april the 1st joke, thats okay becuase i told him leary was at the cafe across the road waiting for him and Dick 3 hurried off to see him.
so back at mission control, i attempted to tune me old guitar, and strum a few chords and wrote a couple of songs, then it was time to head to autistic central and see the gang who were all looking happy to see me, i played them a tune, i'd written and made them some pizzas. even people with autism love pizza.
i thought about the marrage thing till me head hurt, that girl has me frozen in her headlights, i am immobilized.

3 comments:

Aline said...

"She said she loves you didn't she? Then she loves you. You want more?"

captain mission said...

i guess i am just 100% kinda guy, 50% love ain't the kind of love that i can get married for.
i do see the point you are making but if marrage was based upon love then no wonder people only get 3-4 years outta it, marraige is about commitment, responsibility and if it does not have any sacred component then it is meaningless.
like i said before, perhaps an arrangement can be found where she makes the marraige work in a transaction kinda way.ie find someone that will not have an emotional attachment to her, pay them for services rendered and after two years seperate.
No problem.
Me i love the girl, it's unlikely that i will marry her just to split up in two years. yeah i know it's all chance and luck really but i am in the driving seat of my own experience and i want a novel, not a short story.

Aline said...

That is so very romantique Capitain. Certainly you deserve true love.